Either my hormones were off there rocket or I just needed to talk to people, but my head feels much more lighter and I feel better. Now I'm looking up and thinking positive. Thanks to everyone who talked to me. <3

Now get out there and eat all your little bellies can take! :D

And hopes high.

I've been having this process of abuse of my good character recently by various people. First in particular seems to be my mother. She's been on again off again (now off) with her sleezy boyfriend and comes to me for advice about it. I've told her what to do, however she disregards my advice and goes back to him numerous times. Something I'm going to tell anyone who comes across this post: If you seek advice from me and exercise my good will to an extent, you'd better damn well follow through with it or at least say "I'll consider it." If you're not gonna take it just say so. Is it that hard to say no? But don't say "I will" and a few days later do NOTHING. And she doesn't seem to give a proper thank you or anything because she's constantly turning to me for wisdom (and money, of course).

Another prime example would be a recent let-down on the relationship front. I met a dude a while ago (Saturday night of Chibipa) and it was okay at first, but it didn't seem like it was going to last long. He was offering me rides to Anthrocon in June or to Disney in December (as sort of a nod to my upcoming birthday) which I told him it would be nice and I'd consider it. We clarified with each other that any sort of relationship beyond a friendship would not bode well. But now it seems he ignores me and has totally forgotten anything we've done or said. So, like, just because I'm not putting out "love" towards you means I don't deserve the respect or the courtesy of being a friend?

I call bullshit.

I don't mean to sound like a brown-noser or being one to toot my horn or be emo for lack of a better term, but I've gone through enough and have done a lot for people. I've let people get away with a lot of shit, but recently I'm starting to think these kinds of relationships or this passiveness is not healthy for me physically, mentally, financially, and for my social character.

Think before you ask, act accordingly, and spread good karma. You'll be more the wiser. At least that's what I think....

...Officially comes out for PS3 and Xbox 360 on March 9, 2010 in America.

*Is officially stoked and acting like a total fanboy*

WHOOOOOOOOOOOO.

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http://vimeo.com/6619090

This has been asploding on FA, and I'd rather not get into a flame war about this, but I'd like to make an observation about this whole "mess."

WHOSE FAUGHT IS THIS?

Easy, both Tyra Banks and this couple. Why would you "represent" furries when the topic is of sex? While yes, sex is in existence in the fandom, but I think this whole thing would be okay if at least they were to say, "Well, we're not sure who else in the fandom does this, but the two of us do." If you're going to represent a group or a function, don't do it on a talk show where sex is the topic. Do that shit on The Today Show or on Oprah, but not by way of some ridiculous game show of fetishes. Also, they have big egos.

Now, Tyra should take a good look at herself in the mirror and think really hard about what's normal because I am damn sure that starving yourself dry is TOTALLY normal for her. Her comments were rather rude, unthoughtful and added more salt to the wound. Not to mention, she took an awful long time on the furry couple.

Honestly, why is this all a big deal? We all have sex, we all have our kinks, we all do the weirdest shit, so why is this such a big deal? I honestly felt that all of those contestants, even the furries, were completely normal people.

In the end, both parties are to blame, FA is a war zone ATM, and I'm in the mood for some good ol' furry porn. :D

(That last comment was sarcastic, BTW)

So Chibipa came and went. Was absolutely wonderful. The Furricane Shelter was a success and I can't wait to do it again next year. Also found out I'm a pretty good speaker and judge (thanks to the gang who encouraged me).

I've also decided to become a psychic. I just feel like it would better myself and I can help others. I of course won't be doing this for material purposes.

Work is wonderful. I love my job dearly and I'm thankful everyday that I have it.

Our Furricane Shelter was, in my opinion, a success. Loads of fun, about twenty something people came and went in our room (sometimes all at the same time). We're already planning for next year. Can't wait. ^^

Cha cha Desmond in this bitch.

King of Fighter XII came out today and I totally forgot about it....

Fuck.

I just ran across this song again. It's been years since I played DDS. Hard as fuck game, too.

I'm not a huge fan of tri-Ace games, but God damn! This looks epic.

...is fun. :3

Yes Julie, I was on the phone with you when I took this. X3